Waking up to awareness

Y’all….I’m a Texan now so I can say that! Hahah. It’s been awhile since I’ve written. If you have followed my others posts we straight up moved from Delaware to Texas and I love it here! Something about southern hospitality and people helping people. It’s so different here then the east coast.

How many of you have had a “wtf” year?? It’s been a heck of a ride this year. So many of you are waking up to being “sensitive” or simply put, an empath.

Why is this happening? Why have you always felt alone or depressed? Simply put…we are here to change the world. I believe things are changing but we as a whole need to step up and embrace it. I really should rename my blog, Messy Empath. Half the time, I don’t know what the heck is happening, who I’m picking up or what the frig this ache or pain is related to. Could it be me or the guy I’m next to. How do you tell? Do you blame on others or own up to your aches/pains. Saging, or using sage oil, walking bare foot in the grass or simply put as “grounding” is the quickest way to figure that out. Also- journaling or blogging is a great start.

Going to crowded areas- my eyes water like crazy. Being around stressed out peeps- shoulders ache like something awful. Female energy- I will feel tingles in my left calf. Male energy- right calf. My husband, currently under a whole lot of stress. I can feel his active brain every night while we turn off the lights and go to bed…and I can’t sleep because of it. We joke about it now but even though he will be laying there, quiet, he feels soooo loud and I have a hard time falling asleep because of it. Just a few examples for you. I started writing them down and really paying attention to how I feel. I highly suggest you do the same, pay attention! It will help you have less wtf moments. I also highly suggest the book- Feelings Buried Alive Never Die. OR buy the app for your phone, I think it’s $5. Anyway- There is a section in the book of ailments and what the meaning behind it is. For example- when I feel pain in my shoulders from people, looking up shoulders in the book, the first symptom of shoulder pain is “bearing burdens that don’t belong to you.”

Yes, being sensitive can be a difficult journey but we are here to help others get back in touch with humanity. Change the negative into a positive. Is this an awful gift? Not really. Trying to control it is difficult but picking up on others, being a human lie detector, helping others when you feel the sadness. We are here to change the world. You were picked to help the change and yes, you are a f’n rockstar! Have a blessed day, y’all!! Xo

Is the universe talking to you too?

It started about 2 years ago. The number sequences. 111, 222,333,444,555,777,1234,123,456 and so on. I have three numbers I get quite a bit…911,808 and 439. All these numbers have a different meaning. My husband didn’t understand the craziness of it all until recently. We took a long drive to Florida over spring break. I would point out license plates, our car clock, mileage. It’s really all day long and I don’t even stare at the clock all day. I have a digital clock in my bedroom and now I cover it up at night time because if I wake up during the middle of the night, you can bet your ass its 2:22. It happen my past birthday, I was born on the 2nd. Woke up at 2:22 am. I do believe that was actually my grandmother saying hello to me that time. Back to the traveling for spring break. It was a long car ride. We came home in one day. 20 hours about. We are all super cranky. I did a lot of the driving and was just done with it. We finally got home around midnight but beforehand I saw 11:11pm. Ok angels…I get it. I am one with the universe right now and I appreciate the guidance but I’m feeling grumpy as hell. So please continue to watch over us as we head home and send more numbers tomorrow. HA!

I also get tons of animals sent to me. My most common is birds. I did see a snake yesterday and I looked up its spiritual meaning, it totally fit.

If you pay attention, the answers are already there. It’s up to you if you walk forward with eyes wide open or eyes wide shut.